Masturbation 2

Only the lonely masturbate. Those who are inclined enough to feel better for a few minutes or moments out of the week do it. Yeah, I masturbate when I’m lonely. I don’t always feel the greatest and that special imaginative reprieve changes a small part of that particular day. I get to forget and repel all the worry and make amends to myself with a firsthand differentiated force. I can have it my way. Like... a fast food restaurant or something.

It’s all about customer service. Personal service.What does customer service mean to you? For me it means getting a helping hand finding an elusive item or price within a store. On the opposite side of the coin it means constant attention to the people around me. Those who look lost and need direction are my top priority. Those that come to me in search of answers have to leave satisfied because that’s the main part of the business, getting the customer the product they express a desire for. And if we do not have as many products as our competition or the lowest prices I’m supposed to make up for what we lack through my service.

At least I can control what I want with my means of obtaining sexual pleasure. I have little control at work. This is based mainly on my position; I do not order and cannot choose when I may work or what I have to accomplish before the end of my shift. I’m limited to how well I preform and how quickly I get things done, and that’s fine but there is no real solace in what I do. If whoever is ordering the dairy wants to bring in a hundred piece order one night and a three hundred piece order the next, they can. Even though splitting the difference would be the best choice, we all know that the best choice isn’t what everyone wants, but when my choice is in my hands I’m always satisfied.


C.G.M.

"They ask for me by name. Gigolo Joe, What do you know?"
- Gigolo Joe, A.I.